... i don't know ...

well, as the title suggests,

i am in dilemma.

i hav no idea wat type of emotions i'm having now.

all of it hav 2 do with my random and busy daily life.

1st, my father had enrolled me 2 join the myof competition in kl this august.

i'm still not ready 4 it since i've only prepared 2 of the required repertoirs.

the 3rd n last 1 i'm still learning it.

but my dad without even asking me,

just booked the return air tickets 2 kl and enrolled me in2 d competition.

man, tat came in as a shock.

anyway, wat can i do now?

i can only pratice for hours per day 2 get my pieces ready.

well, i don't hav high hopes 4 this competition.

i jus hope tat i can do my best n try n see how far i can go.

besides this, there r a few more things tat r bothering me.

such as i haven't done my ycs club report 4 sch magazine.

n wat's more, d dead line is this few days!

but i think i'm gonna pass it up only next week.

i still hav tons n tons of homework waiting 4 me 2 finish.

my sch life is also going round in circles.

but out of all this mess, i still found 2 good things.

1st, i've found several of maksim's piano pieces tat i hav been searching 4 ages.

among the pieces tat i've found r:

1.kolibre

2.nostradamus

3.exodus

4.desert skies

5.dance of the baroness

4 those of u who wants any of the pieces mention above,

jus write at my chatbox.

i will send it 2 u as soon as i see ur msg.

the other thing is tat i've found something tat is worth a lot 2 me

n i will work hard 2 get it.

A Late Post

I know this post is late by at least a week.

But wat 2 do?

After d concert, sch start almost instantly.

N d bad thing is tat d exams result came out.

N it's horrible...

Anyway, i'm not writing this post 2 say out my results.

i'm writing this post about d avant garde concert on 12 of june

Man, it's a really fun night.

Just like half a year ago during d concert.

end of last year, i performed my saxophone.

but last week, i perform piano.

n d results is....

AWESOME!

tat's d only word tat i can say bout my performance n d concert.

all d performers were performing at their best.

d 1st part of d concert was umm... a little bit dull.

but d 2nd part(contemporary) was a big hit.

the following is d programme list 4 tat night:

1st Part-Classical:

1. Scarlatti: Sonata in D minor played by Nigel Ngiam

2. Soler: Sonata played by Melissa Tiong

3. Mozart: Sonata in B flat played by Jackeline Tiong

4. Burton: Sonatina !st Movement played by Selina Ha

5. J.S.Bach: Prelude and Fugue in D minor played by Cheng Siaw Huei

6. J.S.Bach: Partita in E major played by Eugene Yeo

7. Beethoven: Pathetique Sonata 1st Movement played by Morgan Then

8.Beethoven: Pathetique Sonata 3rd Movement played by Simon Wong

9. Brahms: Intermezzo in A played by Megan Tan

10.Brahms: Rhapsody played by Olivia Ting

11.Poulenc: Allegro Malinconico played by Joshua Lim

12.Massanet: Meditation from Thais played by Chery Goh

13.Chopin: Waltz in E flat played by Christian Law

14.Debussy: General Lavine played by Emmeline Chiew

15.Piazolla: Retrato played by Philip Law

16.Copland: Cat and Mouse played by Grace Sii

17.Stravinsky: Introduzione for Suite Italienne played by Kay Chai

18.Rutter: Jazz Waltz played by Bethanie Aik

2nd Part-Contemporary

By Morgan Then, Christian Law, Eugene Yeo and Bryan Yeo

1.Zoot-Bryan Yeo

2.Exodus-Christian Law

3.Kolibre-Morgan Then

4.Fuego-Eugene Yeo

5.Korobushka-Morgan Then and Eugene Yeo

6.Horse Race-Christian Law and Eugene Yeo

7.Love Story/Viva La Vida-Morgan Then and Eugene Yeo

Today i went 2 spring 2 buy a new shirt 4 my performance on 12 june

N guess what?

I met Eugene n Christian there.

They were jus looking at shirts tat they wanna buy after they got their pay.

Man, they're getting busier n busier.

They got performance on 3 n 4 june.

N they say there's still more.

I wonder where they get all those time 2 practce?

They're still studying n at d same time, they're still performing.

They're jus not an average human.

Anyway, i found out tat Eugene is oso performing on 12 jun.

So tat's another reason why i should miss it.

Oh ya, Claudia said tat she was oso at spring from 3-10pm.

But funny, i didn't see her anywhere.

I guess spring is jus 2 big.

But it'll be fun if i met her there.

She's such a cheerful n funny n social person.

I won't be surprise if she's one of d most successful person

from my class in the future.

I guess tat's as much as i could think of 2 write.

Most of the time i'm jus sitting at home,

doing nothing, watching tv, praticing my piano n saxophone.

TT

Haiz....such a lame n boring life.

I wanna play n hav fun!!!!

HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The moment that i'm waiting 4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THE HOLS R FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so glad tat the hols r here.

Finally got time to rest n hav a break.

Exam ended yesterday.

2day was the celebration day 4 d teachers day.

There were many performances.

Including See Sen's live band.

To tell the truth, they're not bad.

I think tat was my favourite performance.

Ryan's solo singing was my second choice.

Man, he's a damn good singer.

I wonder how he could sing as good as tat.

Anyway, it's good to finally hav time to relax.

Though i'll miss school n my friends.

I dunno why but lately i'm very emo.

Oh ya, before i forgor.

There will be a Classical Performance organised by Avant Garde.

It will be held on 12 June 2009(7.30 onwards).

It's at MBKS Auditorium

(i'm sorry tat on my previous post i said tat the venue was at RTM Auditorium)

The price 4 1 ticket is RM10.

Anyone who is interested pls call Avant Garde(082-236233)

or tell me.

Thx.

I guess tat's all 4 now.

I wish u all a Happy Holidays!

^^

Cheers

5th day of school exam

Hello everyone!

I'm back again.

This moring's BM paper 1 was pretty easy.

Although i only wrote 357 words(min 350),

but i think i got quite a good chance of doing well.

As 4 Moral,

the 1st part was easy.

The second part(essay) was hard.

I guess maybe it's the 1st time we had essay 4 moral,

so we think it's hard.

Anyway, I'll stop writing about school life.

I guess nobody's gonna read my blog if

everything i write is about school.

Now, 4 my music life.

4 those who likes classical music,

there will be a classical concert(or performance)

organised by Avant Garde Music Academy.

It will be held on the 12th of June 2009.

I still don't know the exact time yet but i know it's in the afternoon.

It will be held at RTM auditorium.

The price of the ticket is RM10.

I can't pretend that i'm not exited about it

cause i'm gonna perform!

Yeah, finally i can perform!

This will be the second time i'm performing on the piano.

The 1st time was when i'm still grade 5.

Now, i'm diploma standard.

I guess i'll be better than b4.

Besides me, a few more very talented n good people r gonna perform.

One of them is Morgan Then.

Christian Law is gonna perform too.

Besides them, I know that Philip Law is oso gonna perform.

So, 4 those classical music lovers out there,

especially those from Avant Garde Music Academy,

don't miss the opportunity 2 watch this memorable performance.

Well, i guess that's all 4 now.

Nothing more to say.

Hope to be able to update my blog soon.

Hmm.....

This is my second post after the long period of unblogging.

Well, there's nothing much 2 say.

Today's Chemistry paper 2 was harder than i've anticipated.

Some of the question are so f**king weird.

One of them just gave us the neutron number and it's

relative atomic mass and they ask us to tell where the position

of the element is in the periodic table.

When i saw the question, i was like

"What the hell? How am i suppose to know where the

element is situated if i don't know it's proton or electron number?"

Man, there's still lots of question which i don't get it.

Anyway, the essay was not too bad.

I think i did a relatively good job on it.

Although my target 4 Chemistry is A,

But now i'm feeling that it seems unlikely.

Ah, who cares?

At least i don't fail.

Btw, 2morrow got Physic paper 2 and Sej paper 2.

Physic, another tiring and unfavourable subject.

Sejarah, boring and uninteresting.

What could be worst than having this 2 subjects on

the same day?

For the past week,

All i did is just study n atudy n atudy.

My parents never seem to know my limit.

They didn't just only urge me 2 study hard nearly all the time,

but they don't even allow me to join church camp or

other activities during school hols.

They say that those places are unsafe.

Man, what's wrong with them?

It's not the whole world is bad.

I'm becoming in imbecile who might go nuts any time.

Since i'm the only child n my parents got home late in the evening,

I spent most of my time doing.....

same things everyday.

Playing the piano, practising my saxophone,

studying, reading, doing all boring stuff and etc.

I'm feeling so lonely and depressed.

Anyway, i think that's probably cause i might have love sick?

Who knows?

It's just frustrating................

My 1st post after a long stop

It's been a very long time since my last post.

I just can't go on9 cause of the tons n tons of school work.

Anyway, i've decided 2 start blogging again.

But, i won't post very often.

Umm... where should i start?

A lot of thing happen since my last post.

In short, my life is like a roller coaster ride.

Sometimes it's fun, sometimes i feel that life is meaningless.

Most of my time had been filled with school things.

As 4 my music, i'm still learning piano n alto sax.

But nowadays, i rarely practice.

I also discovered many things in the past several months.

And most of it r things that changed me.

I must say, i'm so different than i was half a year ago.

Btw, i'm having school exam right now.

Yesterday's bio was like hell.

I think that i have a 65% chance of failing it.

Huh......

Bio is just simply hard.

There's too many things to learn.

I still prefer chemistry than bio or physics.

Anyway, i guess that about what i've got 2 say 2day,

I hope that i can update my blog soon.

Cheers and have a good day everyone!

May God bless us all and show us the right way^^

Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year everyone!

Sorry 4 the late post.

Just came back from sibu a few days ago...

I went to sibu last friday.

So, i missed school for 1 day(oh yeah!)

But the bad thing is that i cannot watch the G5

and other avant garde students' performance at Spring last Sat.

Man, i really want to watch their performance.

I heard that Christian played Exodus that night.

Anyway, this cny has been pretty eventful.

I've went to many of my friends' house(including those in sibu)

It's pretty fun.

But due to the non-stop rain, flood occurs.

Luckily, my grandma's house(the house where i'm staying) didn't flood.

During the night time, we can't played a lot of fire works....

The rain damped the air and wet the floor.

The firework keep on stop burning.

That's all 4 now.

I'll upload some pics when i get it from my cousins.

I forgot to bring my camera with me.

so i asked my cousins to help take some pics.

btw, when school starts again, i don't think that i'll be able to blog often.

besides, there's nothing much to say...

A Tiring Week!

It's been more than a week since my last post,

which is mainly due to school and tution...

School just started last Monday.

I'm in class 4S2 which means.......

i'm not taking Chinese anymore!

Yeah!!!!

Anyway, most of my former classmate(3B1)

are in this class.

My form teacher is Pn. Goh.

She's a new teacher,

and she obviously don't know anything about our class.

(Our class is the noisiest class in the whole form!)

And until today,

i still haven't got my text books!

As you guys may know,

Kuching High was burned down during the hols.

So, now our school is in need of money.

And as a form 4 student,

we're gonna be the last people in school to get our textbooks!

Form 3 and 5 are having PMR n SPM this year,

so they got their textbooks 1st.

As for the lower forms,

they got their textbooks already cause they're juniors.

It's not fair!

Anyway, having textbook is better.

Cause since we didn't hav textbook,

we have to copy down every thing teacher said!

And that sucks!

It's tiring!

1st week of school,

problems problems problems

I was asked to attend the orientasi for lower forms,

but i didn't go,

cause of tutions!

Tutions tutions tutions!

Every day got tution......

Monday got add math tution.

Tuesday got english tution and saxophone class with Mr. Ant.

Wednesday got BM tution.

Thursday got Piano lesson.

Friday got bible knowledge tution.

Saturday got Physics tution.

Sunday got Music Theory class.

Damn boring and tiring.

I thought form 4 is going to be a resting year,

but in fact, it's even worse than form 3!

I really really hope that form 4 will not be so hard!

Happy New Year!

Hello 2009 and Goodbye 2008!!!

Today is New Year's Day!!!

Happy New Year to anyone who reads this!!!