... i don't know ...

well, as the title suggests,

i am in dilemma.

i hav no idea wat type of emotions i'm having now.

all of it hav 2 do with my random and busy daily life.

1st, my father had enrolled me 2 join the myof competition in kl this august.

i'm still not ready 4 it since i've only prepared 2 of the required repertoirs.

the 3rd n last 1 i'm still learning it.

but my dad without even asking me,

just booked the return air tickets 2 kl and enrolled me in2 d competition.

man, tat came in as a shock.

anyway, wat can i do now?

i can only pratice for hours per day 2 get my pieces ready.

well, i don't hav high hopes 4 this competition.

i jus hope tat i can do my best n try n see how far i can go.

besides this, there r a few more things tat r bothering me.

such as i haven't done my ycs club report 4 sch magazine.

n wat's more, d dead line is this few days!

but i think i'm gonna pass it up only next week.

i still hav tons n tons of homework waiting 4 me 2 finish.

my sch life is also going round in circles.

but out of all this mess, i still found 2 good things.

1st, i've found several of maksim's piano pieces tat i hav been searching 4 ages.

among the pieces tat i've found r:

1.kolibre

2.nostradamus

3.exodus

4.desert skies

5.dance of the baroness

4 those of u who wants any of the pieces mention above,

jus write at my chatbox.

i will send it 2 u as soon as i see ur msg.

the other thing is tat i've found something tat is worth a lot 2 me

n i will work hard 2 get it.